Gotta love no-win situations. Don't respond to it? "YOU IGNORE FAN FEEDBACK". Respond to it? "WHY ARE YOU BULLYING THIS GUY/WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO RESPOND TO EVERY PIECE OF CRITICISM?" Tell a viewer you think they're wrong "WHY ARE YOU SO ARROGANT?". Spend 20 minutes deconstructing all the reasons why I think that guys post is incorrect and why I do everything I do "GOD YOU CAN'T STOP TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHY DO YOU KEEP MAKING LONG SOUNDCLOUDS EVERYTIME SOMEONE DISAGREES WITH YOU?!". I guess expecting a little understanding or that the tiny vocal minority of my viewers who are obsessed with drama and nonsense to maybe let off a little during the most difficult time in my life was too much to ask. Maybe they saw my tweet that things had improved a little because the tumors that are still killing me had shrunk somewhat and thought "ok awesome, time to start shouting at him again". I was doing so well. I've had a really good few weeks, actually felt like I haven't needed to get angry at shit people have said about me on the internet. It's been so freeing. It's not like the negativity ever ended, but it was washing over me. It wasn't sticking in my mind. I'd read some diatribe about how stupid and wrong I was and know "hey actually, its obvious that guy just didnt watch the video, so why should I care what he said?". I'd read yet another "god isnt he dead yet?" post and just laugh and think "that guys life must really suck if he has to post stuff like that". I knew that would eventually end. I didn't expect it to end after a throw away snarky remark on Twitter. Some of you really suck. I hope you never end in a position where something you said after days of insomnia and pain without a second thought gets you shit on by hundreds of people on the internet. It's not fun and it hurts the most when it comes from the people you think you can trust not to do it, your viewers. I guess I should make a concerted effort to stay off social media again. That sucks, I almost thought I had a handle on it. Fuck.