This is just me being quite worried as Ihartjinki, the fanfic writer.

Some of you might be aware that last year, I wrote Hello Onew-appa and successfully finished it quickly, however, after almost a year, I decided to hide all the chapter, editing them one by one and reposting it.

Some of you might like the idea, but others simply don't get it. I would just to clarify something:

I AM NOT REWRITING HELLO, ONEW-APPA TO GAIN FAME, OR TO DESPERATELY GAIN MORE SUBSCRIBERS TO BE FEATURED OR BE POPULAR OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL THEM.

As I've mentioned before, I am writing Hello Onew appa because I miss Sooki, and Onew as a father. If you understand my sentiments, That fic really is my first love. It's my wildest dream. It's one of the most important thing I've ever done for myself - and incidentally, making other people happy as well.

To be all honest... I write because that's what makes me happy. That's how I relieved stress - and that's one of the things I could do for my fandom. I am not the rich kid who can go around buying tickets and albums without seriously working hard for the money.

I write because I feel like repaying Onew with the happiness he gives me as a fan that way.

I miss Sooki? Hell yeah ~ How many of you have seen my tweets saying that I badly want to have a baby - but I can't since I'm too young to have that plus I need to help out mom and dad and my whole family just before I can build one. Writing about Sooki just makes me feel like I have a daughter - someone I can look after - someone who smiles cutely at me.

And if you're a regular reader. I asked silent readers to comment and to subscribe just because I want to feel loved - not because I want to be famous and all. DUH. I am my parents' princess. I'm a royalty - I don't need any fame at all.

I bet my life I have never asked even one of my readers to upvote my story. If you feel it's worth upvoted then you will do so - whether or not someone told you to.

I don't care whatever award someone may gain by being the featured writer or win awards from that. hell, I don't even know who the most famous AFF authors are, and the less I could care about it.

I go to AFF to write stories, talk to friends who talk to me and share them whatever I can share, and probably read some stories at times - and yes, a lot of them are Ms. XD

So if you find me irritating rewriting the whole story, you are free to unsubscribe. :)

and by the way, since you've read this last part. I want to say thank you. XD You surely had a lot of patient.

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